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Expectations

by Box of Books

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Oh the times are hard and the wages low! Brother, where you gone to? I'm gone to make mistakes tonight. Don't do nothin' that I would do! _________________________ On the isle of loneliness and isolation I bring forth a brand new nation So far from home and old relations This last resort is no vacation I set sail and seal my fate A sailor in need of a first mate At the sight of land I will let my guard down I've got nothing to lose and nothing to gain OK, good enough It's only forever I guess I'm settling And it's better than nothing I'll take you and me over marooning out at sea For the glory of the throne I want someone to call my own I'll scorch the earth and mark my home now Dying by the sword is dying alone I used to have great expectations I accept this life of damnation One of strained and loveless relations Settling for you is no vacation
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There was one night, 40 drinks ago I remembered our song, how it used to go I feel happy again I won't play this time I didn't think I'd like you too sweet But too sour After 10 old fashioneds, you're not a bad idea The morning after, I regretted you But with my decision, I stuck through Somehow managing to feel again I didn't think I'd like you too sweet But too sour After 10 old fashioneds, you're not a bad idea
3.
Estella 03:42
A young man raised against his will Taught to learn to love someone so chill He looks her in the eyes Expectations on decline A pit in his stomach when he realized He loved her against reason, against promise, against peace Against hope, against happiness Against all discouragement that could be To love is to compromise This was just a web of lies Spun by the queen of toxicity Pip, you're a young man You've got lots going for you I know you can help it We wanna see it through This was just the final straw He was gonna leave it all The pain he once thought he knew And he said: I love her against reason, against promise, against peace Against hope, against happiness Against all discouragement that could be I loved her against reason, against promise, against peace Against hope, against happiness Against all discouragement that could be expected of me
4.
Sprawled out in a field of grass Watching the sky and the clouds as they overpass Thousands come and go everyday Do we fixate or let them blow away? There are two stances to take Above or below, unconscious states Looking down on it all for a change What a relief, only for a day I only sleep just to dream When I'm awake I wanna be I just want to exist with you In our little field of blue Minds race at a mile a minute On and on but I won't win There's no point and there's no use In being unaware and bored and uninspired You'd fit so well among the stars The brightest body to my mind's eye Am I wasting time too late? If I'm too soon then I can wait
5.
Today 03:20
Today while walking through the park I found out how to break your heart The crunching leaves beneath my feet Trudging through the winter's heat The songs of birds filled the air Dreaming of you and your silken hair Today I found where I went wrong I was flying with you but singing a song The tree we planted once bore fruit Winter held it and turned me against you As branches fell, so did the leaves The ones that once helped me breathe
6.
Heartless 04:01
I have such envy when lives work out like they're on TV And I'm going gentle into yet another night You can ask how a day went, as pointless as it may seem It's quite apparent that I'm in need of repair When did I become so numb? Stagnant time, you have won I'm so careless, so selfish, so heartless Dancing in darkness shouldn't leave strings attached That's why here only I can let myself down The only way I know I'm getting home is when I go alone I want to believe that this is a bout with bad sleep If it can't be a dream, then oh, what a cruel reality! When did I become so numb? Stagnant time, you have won I'm so careless, so selfish, so heartless Dancing in darkness shouldn't leave strings attached Only I can let myself down I'm so careless, so selfish, so heartless
7.
Day Job 03:01
I've got this movie in my mind that I shot and directed I thought I was the start 'til my scenes got deleted I'm just a face in the crowd, pretty soon I'll go missing Don't go looking for me I'm in the wrong scene, I'm on the wrong stage Not on your big screens, how disappointing The people said I was a terrible actor So I won't quit my day job I tried to do as the Romans but it was all Greek to me When I feel so small I keep on shrinking We can drown our sorrows in cheap beer and whiskey There'll be hell to pay Public humiliation Reputations don't even mean a thing Kick me out your door I was planning on leaving anyway
8.
Havisham 06:06
This was never about her This was always about you The pain endured through torture A girl trained to destroy you Old white dress, an untrue ring You gave Estella the chance To treat him to an untrue fling Which ending will this one be? Do you think he you'll let him free Havisham, what's wrong with you You can't teach an old book new tricks No matter how hard you try She just wants to get her fix Just to watch you crumble down and cry Is this the timeless classic that Estella didn't read? It sure feels like a repeat of some Dickens history Pick up a book Learn to read That's what set me free That's what Ms. Havisham expected of me
9.
Sunshine 03:54
You are my sunshine and I think I'm goin' blind Had my eye on you for far too long Rain's on its way to wash my hopes away My sight is gone and it's time I move along Well I guess I couldn't see all the space between you and me This night is getting longer and it looks like I'm a goner I'm shoving off and it's time I move along I'm trading all my blues away for a sky painted black and grey These colors won't mean a thing if your sunbeams never shine on me I guess I couldn't see all the space between you and me If there's no light soon, I can howl at paper moon Don't you take my sunshine away from me Now I'm only getting sadder as my pupils are getting blacker You took my sunshine away from me Oh you took my sunshine away from me

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IN WHICH - Box of Books, in her maiden voyage, sets sail into the roaring sea of their early 20s. Climb aboard, dear reader, for tales of youthful naïveté, unrequited love, and self-deprecation with literary references abound.

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released October 29, 2018

Thomas Lombard - bass, vocals, banjo,
Michael Trycieckyj - guitar, vocals, rhodes, viola, percussion
Caroline Garlick - violin, vocals
James Devor - mandolin

Anthony Saddic - accordion
Marly Pred - vocals
Lily Eckman - cello
Alexander Marshall - trombone
Brittany Saunders - horn
Hayley Daub - trumpet

The Box of Books Community Chorus:
Matthew Trycieckyj, Molly Gress, Jess Johnson, Aiden Marcellis, Jim Robison, Andrew Leskiw, Julia Doboszczak, Olivia Samsel, Dan Samsel, Nat Trycieckyj, Ed Ruane, Sue Ruane, Tony McCall, Kevin McCall. Jordan Petrellis. Dante DiLoreto

produced by Michael Trycieckyj and Thomas Lombard
recorded, mixed by Michael Trycieckyj, Megan Circle Sounds, 2018
mastered by Jordan Petrellis

art direction by Michael Trycieckyj

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Box of Books Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

Folk-ish band from Philadelphia, PA.

Thomas Lombard
Michael Trycieckyj
Bronwyn Beth
Ian Sadock
Mario Delano

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